Here I am! The usual mess.
Believe it or not I have actually been doing more than ignoring this outlet. I have spent more time out of the house meeting with friends (even acquaintances and almost-strangers!), in addition to my everyday fare of worrying about the future, agonizing about my own "failures" and wishing I would get my act together. I now have my driver's licence, which has made my life more interesting and opportunities more reachable. For instance, I recently got to be in a model in a Pride bodypaint photoshoot by the skillful Justin O'Keith, something that I had never hoped I could do.
This summer I will be going to my first con! Anime Fest in Dallas. I am very excited about it, and I need to get started on my cosplay.
I also have been finding more music, current favorites are:
- iRobot by Jon Bellion
- Bad Guy by Billie Eilish
- Bury a Friend by Billie Eilish
- Starlight Brigade by TWRP and Dan Avidan
Less pleasant things in my life include people starting drama within the community theatre. I won't go into details but person A is abusing their power to keep person B (a nice, helpful person) from being cast, even though A has knowingly cast abusive people in shows that their victims are involved in. I am beyond frustrated and honestly I wish I had the guts to expose it all.